Last Few Months

Blog, Misc
Hey... So, been kind of bad about updating this thing as of late, and I mean... I know why, I fully know why, but I have been trying to either beat around the bush with it or just flatout not say. I have a lot of excuses and reasons, but... I dunno, I have been trying to dance around all of it. I don't want to admit some of it, but other stuff it is more I just try to keep myself from looking like I am struggling as much as I am. Stuff hasn't been great for me though, so thusly it's been kind of hard to keep myself from losing my mind with all that's happened in the last couple months. Personal hangups, writer's block, some serious physical…
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Back At It

Blog, Misc
So... I'm back. I spent 3 weeks in Texas visiting friends and whatnot, just getting out of the house and really disconnecting from everything around here to kind of have a good time, and a different one at that. It kept me busy, so no real work was able to get done there... A regret I have, but I will get to that in a bit. I mean, it was fun down there. I liked being around people, and getting to know friends better than I ever could have in the limited time of a con. I spent more than I should have, so now I am hurting for money... Dunno how long the writing will be able to sustain itself with the finances as they are, but I will…
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Past Few Weeks

Blog, Misc
So, yeah... Been a little while since I wrote in this thing. Haven't been having the best of times since the last time I wrote in it, namely in trying to get the motivation up to sit down and write. I have been trying, but May's writer's block has been continuing through this month, and that hasn't made things easy. Mix that with one heck of a wave of depression, and yeah... Haven't been sleeping like I should, eating like I should, or even feeling like myself still. Things haven't been great for me, and as much as I try to remedy that, I don't know what to do about it. I have been going out and getting sun and whatnot, so it isn't just from being cooped up... I…
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Still Off Course

Still Off Course

Blog, Misc
Still trying to get going here. I am still trying, and still failing. Between depression, allergies, and just feeling as though I am still... Off is the best I can say it, I haven't managed to get myself going with writing. I want to, and I have been trying to as best I can, but there is just something holding me back in a big way. I mean, I want to work, I want to write... Just, every time I sit down I get absolutely nothing. It isn't just that I am not trying, it's that I am and nothing is coming. Lots of writers block and whatnot, combined with just out and out depression from the seasons changing and whatnot... And I am feeling horrid for not getting stories…
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Off Course

Blog, Misc
Well... I can say that this is the first real time in this entire month of May that I am sitting down in front of a keyboard to work. Depression, sickness, people visiting, and just in general stuff happened to keep me from writing. I am trying to get over that hump, to get back in the saddle and start churning out work again... Just I am struggling with it. As much as I just want to get back to writing, every time I try I am either drawing up a blank or feeling overwhelmed with everything for some reason. I don't know what is going on with me, but I am trying here... It just doesn't feel like enough for some reason. I want it to be enough though,…
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