End Of An Era

Blog, Misc
So... This year I am trying to mark as the end of an era of my life. I went to a lot of cons over the past couple years... Changed a lot, a lot for the better and a lot for the worse, and... Yeah, a lot is different with me. Going forward though, I want a lot less of the bad and a lot more of the good. I am working on it still... And I have been getting better. It's not enough though, and I want to regain friends that I have lost as well as keep strengthening ties with new ones. Less cons is a HUGE part of this, and with MFF just a couple days away... This is kind of going to be my last hurrah.…
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Getting Back In Motion

Getting Back In Motion

Blog, Misc
So... I haven't really done anything productive on the creative side in about a week and a half. The last time I sat down and wrote anything, and I do mean anything, was at the very end of last month; the 30th. I took a few days off for Furpocalypse, got a wee bit of con crud, and am still adjusting to working 48 hours in 4 days. I mean, I know that is little excuse at this point in my life, but I did get used to 40 hours and decent pay... So, going back to T-Tech hours with way better pay is a bit jarring. It is taking some getting used to, but thankfully I am almost there. I am still tired more often than not, and I…
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Manic Lifetime

Manic Lifetime

Blog, Misc
With the car crash and the fallout from that, the fact that Res' car is just gone at the moment because of a massive fuck up on the part of the dealership, both Res and I looking at improvements on the job front, and just the general life stresses of money and working and all of that... I can't say that I have been okay whatsoever. I have been barely hanging on for dear life to my life, and that has just had me frazzled to no end. I have been trying to talk to people for some amount of levity and normality, but there just has been no reprieve. Last weekend I spent hours on the phone solving problems, I am working nigh constantly on life and at my…
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Moved, Settled, and Adjusting

Moved, Settled, and Adjusting

Blog, Misc
I sit here and write this on a Monday... Night. I still have a hard time calling it night, as for me this used to be the middle of the day for me. It is odd to think that now I go to bed when I do, instead of when I used to. I mean, I was in bed at 1-2 AM for years, and then 4-5 AM for years after that. Now, I am waking up at 5:30ish in the morning, every morning, to go to a job that is vastly different from the one I had. I am doing the same thing, sure, but the conditions, people, and treatment are all different. I am respected, my opinion is valued, and people understand that I have a life outside…
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First Week

First Week

Blog, Misc
So... This week has been one hell of a roller coaster. Starting a new job, sorting out everything for a move which will happen just days after I return from a con, financial snaffus and whatnot, and everything in between. It was just... Yeah, it was not something that I want to repeat, and hopefully won't have to anytime in the near future. Res and I have had our issues throughout it too... Mostly his end to be honest, he has just been kind of crappy. I don't know what has gotten into him, but I don't like it and want it gone. It was not what I needed on my first week at a new job, and definitely not something I needed while I was trying to make sure…
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