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  1. 2017 Wrap Up 12/30/2017 - Well in about 24 hours, 2017 will be coming to a close. I have... A lot of feelings about the last 12 months, but the biggest one for me personally is one of failure. I failed to catch up on Patreon, failed to mend a relationship that has been on Read More...
  2. Welp… 07/12/2017 - So, here I am, sitting at the table and writing this. Not comfortably, not happily, just... Sitting and writing this out because it is about time I stopped hiding and came out and said what has been going on for the last couple months of complete and utter radio silence, Read More...
  3. Belated Update 04/27/2017 - So, it's been a little while since I updated here... And really since I updated anyone on anything that has been going on with me. I am not dead, but I am hanging on by a thread here. This last month or so has been utterly straining, just like the Read More...
  4. Calm Down 2017 03/04/2017 - So this year has... Yeah, this has been a year so far. Relationships are crumbling around me, my family is falling apart, my house looks like it may finally cave in here soon, and I've all but completely given up on the furry fandom at this point... How has your Read More...

 

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  1. Getting ‘It’ Back 12/10/2016 - 'It'. I had 'It' at one point, and at somewhere along this past year it went running away from me screaming. I can't pin my finger on just what 'It' is, but... 'It' is gone, and 'It' hasn't come back. Whether or not that thing is drive, or passion, or Read More...
  2. Updates 09/07/2016 - Well, here is something new from me for the first time in a while. I haven't been able to write much in... Well, the last few months. I have been wanting to, but every time I sit down I either draw a blank, or I just lose what I had Read More...
  3. Last Few Months 08/09/2016 - Hey... So, been kind of bad about updating this thing as of late, and I mean... I know why, I fully know why, but I have been trying to either beat around the bush with it or just flatout not say. I have a lot of excuses and reasons, but... Read More...
  4. Back At It 07/23/2016 - So... I'm back. I spent 3 weeks in Texas visiting friends and whatnot, just getting out of the house and really disconnecting from everything around here to kind of have a good time, and a different one at that. It kept me busy, so no real work was able to Read More...
  5. Past Few Weeks 06/20/2016 - So, yeah... Been a little while since I wrote in this thing. Haven't been having the best of times since the last time I wrote in it, namely in trying to get the motivation up to sit down and write. I have been trying, but May's writer's block has been Read More...
  6. Still Off Course 05/21/2016 - Still trying to get going here. I am still trying, and still failing. Between depression, allergies, and just feeling as though I am still... Off is the best I can say it, I haven't managed to get myself going with writing. I want to, and I have been trying to Read More...
  7. Off Course 05/12/2016 - Well... I can say that this is the first real time in this entire month of May that I am sitting down in front of a keyboard to work. Depression, sickness, people visiting, and just in general stuff happened to keep me from writing. I am trying to get over Read More...
  8. Goings On 04/12/2016 - So... Stuff has been happening in my life as of late. I just got back from two weeks of two cons, a lot of travelling, handling drama, and all of that. I discovered a couple bridges I was burning all on my own, and had many a bridge burned with Read More...
  9. Getting Back At It 03/22/2016 - So, I have taken a bit of time off of here, and of writing in general thanks to a combination of things. I have been getting tremors in my left hand pretty bad these past few weeks, and I don't know why. It shakes whenever I try to type from Read More...
  10. Missteps 02/18/2016 - So, first and foremost I have taken a few weeks to just let things simmer around here, as well as to kind of get my head into a place that I can handle writing in this again. Things haven't been exactly hunky dory around here as of late, but they Read More...
  11. Clearing My Head 01/27/2016 - Ugh... Been an interesting couple of weeks. Kita has completely slumped down into a pretty deep depression, I've been ginally getting over being sick and having an interesting, albeit rather slow convention, and... Just yeah, things haven't been super hunky dory here to be honest. I've been keeping up the Read More...
  12. Making Headway 01/13/2016 - So, here it is, the second week of 2016. I am making some serious progress on the writing front, as I already have 3 stories done on the board in as many days. I have been trying to make things easier between Kita and I as well, and couple that Read More...
  13. And Here Comes 2016 01/05/2016 - So, 2016 is here. I have launched my Patreon successfully, finally... After a lot of hemming and hawing about it, I just went and pulled the trigger. I am still not caught up, but I am working every day and have been as of late to get caught up. Routine Read More...
  14. Trundling Along 10/19/2015 - Things here have been... Well things. I mean, there has been a lot of good and even more bad and I am just doing what I can in order to keep my head above water. I have been good about writing as of late, and am falling into somewhat of Read More...
  15. Failed Experiment 10/02/2015 - I feel like a failure on so many levels. I tried to stop working to go write, and yet here I am over a month and a half later, and I barely have any work to show for it. I can attribute it to depression, to allergies, to cons, to Read More...
  16. Struggling Along 09/09/2015 - Who knew writing could be this hard? It has been a month to the day since I stopped working, my last day of work being August 8th. I have... I have gotten about 8 speedwrites done, and worked some on 2 other longer-form commissions. That is it. I hate that Read More...
  17. Settling In 08/16/2015 - It's been nine whole days since I decided that I was going to stop working, and actually went through with it. Nine days of not knowing what to do with myself, of just trying to get adjusted, of fighting with Res and Kita, of trying to figure out finances, of Read More...
  18. Adjusting 08/12/2015 - So... This whole not working thing has been a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. I am so used to going in to work, every single day, and just busting ass for at least 10 hours. Now, I just sit at home and recover and sleep Read More...
  19. Moving On 08/02/2015 - So... A lot has happened to me since I last wrote in this. I picked up a second mate, who I don't know how things are going to work out with. I am quitting my job effective this Friday to focus on writing, which has me terrified. I am working Read More...
  20. Nose To The Grindstone 03/11/2015 - So... I have been doing a lot of work here these past few weeks. Between 2 cons, getting myself over being kind of ill thanks to the seasons changing, and just in general working a whole lot both at my day job and at writing, I have been one busy Read More...
  21. Depression 02/04/2015 - I feel like I have just sunk back into depression these past couple weeks, but it was really only till today that I caught onto it. I haven't been sleeping well, I have barely felt like eating, I haven't been able to produce anything productive out of writing... I don't Read More...
  22. No More 2014 12/28/2014 - So, in a couple of days 2014 comes to a close. I can say that I am relieved in every sense of the word, as so much has happened this year that I feel like I just need a new year to get myself going again. I mean, I have Read More...
  23. End Of An Era 12/01/2014 - So... This year I am trying to mark as the end of an era of my life. I went to a lot of cons over the past couple years... Changed a lot, a lot for the better and a lot for the worse, and... Yeah, a lot is different with Read More...
  24. Getting Back In Motion 11/10/2014 - So... I haven't really done anything productive on the creative side in about a week and a half. The last time I sat down and wrote anything, and I do mean anything, was at the very end of last month; the 30th. I took a few days off for Furpocalypse, Read More...
  25. Manic Lifetime 10/22/2014 - With the car crash and the fallout from that, the fact that Res' car is just gone at the moment because of a massive fuck up on the part of the dealership, both Res and I looking at improvements on the job front, and just the general life stresses of Read More...
  26. Moved, Settled, and Adjusting 10/13/2014 - I sit here and write this on a Monday... Night. I still have a hard time calling it night, as for me this used to be the middle of the day for me. It is odd to think that now I go to bed when I do, instead of when Read More...
  27. First Week 09/20/2014 - So... This week has been one hell of a roller coaster. Starting a new job, sorting out everything for a move which will happen just days after I return from a con, financial snaffus and whatnot, and everything in between. It was just... Yeah, it was not something that I Read More...
  28. New Job 09/13/2014 - As I sit here and write this... I don't know how I feel. I just quit my job at T-Tech, a job which I have held for several years. I mean several too, not just one or two. I have been working there for over four and a half year Read More...
  29. Pushing Forward 09/04/2014 - So... Since I last wrote in here, the heat wave which made things too humid and miserable to even consider working has abated somewhat, and the job stress I was talking about? I got 2 offers in less than 24 hours. I would call that a huge success, but I Read More...
  30. Marked Changes 09/02/2014 - I sit here, I look at the screen, and I just... I feel as though it is somewhat foriegn to me to be typing as I am. It is so damn muggy that my fingers are slipping off the keys here and there. I feel my brain racing, reminding me Read More...
  31. Let’s Try This Again 06/26/2014 - As the title says, I'm here trying this again. It has been a while since I wrote in this... Not as long as my last gap, which is saying something, but it is still a lot longer than I would like. I will do my best to be brief, since Read More...
  32. Work Week From Hell 02/14/2014 - This week... Oh man this week. I worked almost 15 hours yesterday, and as I sit here writing this now, I am nearing 13 hours today. I was here so long yesterday that I literally had the first shift guys come in again after they had left to see me Read More...
  33. Keeping Going… 02/12/2014 - I am tired beyond words right now as I sit and type this thing out. I have no way of saying just how sleep-deprived I am, other than to say that I have a migraine simply because of the lack of sleep that I have been getting. I know that Read More...
  34. Finally Starting The Year 02/03/2014 - So here I am, finally getting 2014 started in the blogosphere. The past month has been utterly insane, and has seen me doing everything from getting a new apartment, to putting a cap onto a relationship that I question was ever even there, to getting new fursuits, to establishing some Read More...
  35. Starting Over 06/03/2013 - Not going to spend a lot of time on this post, as it is well after 3 AM right now and I am utterly exhausted from what has been a productive, long weekend. I have gotten a whole hell of a lot done, have made sure that everything that I Read More...