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So, it's been a little while since I updated here... And really since I updated anyone on anything that has been going on with me. I am not dead, but I am hanging on by a thread here. This last month or so has been utterly straining, just like the few before it, and while things are finally calming down, I must say that I am hanging on for dear life. Yeah, I know, that has been said before, but it still applies here in a big way. In the couple months I've had TFF, which ate up nearly 2 weeks all by itself, more family drama which has just been so stressful I have felt physically ill, things around the house are changing at lightning speed, and my lingering…

So this year has... Yeah, this has been a year so far. Relationships are crumbling around me, my family is falling apart, my house looks like it may finally cave in here soon, and I've all but completely given up on the furry fandom at this point... How has your year been so far? Starters... Kita and I aren't doing well, as usual. It's been months of struggling to try and find any sort of footing for us to really start fixing things, but it just always seems like one step forward and then two steps back with him. It isn't really even just any specific thing wrong... It's so many little things that add up and become one insurmountable thing that I just can't cope with them. Be it…

Well, here is something new from me for the first time in a while. I haven't been able to write much in... Well, the last few months. I have been wanting to, but every time I sit down I either draw a blank, or I just lose what I had in my head because of a headache or other stressors. I don't know what to do about it, I have tried to manage it and tried to work around it, but every time I have sat down and forced myself to work, I feel as though the work that I spit out is sub-par at best. I want the best for those that I am creating for, and when I feel like I can't deliver that, well... I kind of…

Hey... So, been kind of bad about updating this thing as of late, and I mean... I know why, I fully know why, but I have been trying to either beat around the bush with it or just flatout not say. I have a lot of excuses and reasons, but... I dunno, I have been trying to dance around all of it. I don't want to admit some of it, but other stuff it is more I just try to keep myself from looking like I am struggling as much as I am. Stuff hasn't been great for me though, so thusly it's been kind of hard to keep myself from losing my mind with all that's happened in the last couple months. Personal hangups, writer's block, some serious physical…