Category: Misc

Well, here is something new from me for the first time in a while. I haven't been able to write much in... Well, the last few months. I have been wanting to, but every time I sit down I either draw a blank, or I just lose what I had in my head because of a headache or other stressors. I don't know what to do about it, I have tried to manage it and tried to work around it, but every time I have sat down and forced myself to work, I feel as though the work that I spit out is sub-par at best. I want the best for those that I am creating for, and when I feel like I can't deliver that, well... I kind of…

Hey... So, been kind of bad about updating this thing as of late, and I mean... I know why, I fully know why, but I have been trying to either beat around the bush with it or just flatout not say. I have a lot of excuses and reasons, but... I dunno, I have been trying to dance around all of it. I don't want to admit some of it, but other stuff it is more I just try to keep myself from looking like I am struggling as much as I am. Stuff hasn't been great for me though, so thusly it's been kind of hard to keep myself from losing my mind with all that's happened in the last couple months. Personal hangups, writer's block, some serious physical…

So... I'm back. I spent 3 weeks in Texas visiting friends and whatnot, just getting out of the house and really disconnecting from everything around here to kind of have a good time, and a different one at that. It kept me busy, so no real work was able to get done there... A regret I have, but I will get to that in a bit. I mean, it was fun down there. I liked being around people, and getting to know friends better than I ever could have in the limited time of a con. I spent more than I should have, so now I am hurting for money... Dunno how long the writing will be able to sustain itself with the finances as they are, but I will…

So, yeah... Been a little while since I wrote in this thing. Haven't been having the best of times since the last time I wrote in it, namely in trying to get the motivation up to sit down and write. I have been trying, but May's writer's block has been continuing through this month, and that hasn't made things easy. Mix that with one heck of a wave of depression, and yeah... Haven't been sleeping like I should, eating like I should, or even feeling like myself still. Things haven't been great for me, and as much as I try to remedy that, I don't know what to do about it. I have been going out and getting sun and whatnot, so it isn't just from being cooped up... I…