First Week

First Week

Misc, Blog
So... This week has been one hell of a roller coaster. Starting a new job, sorting out everything for a move which will happen just days after I return from a con, financial snaffus and whatnot, and everything in between. It was just... Yeah, it was not something that I want to repeat, and hopefully won't have to anytime in the near future. Res and I have had our issues throughout it too... Mostly his end to be honest, he has just been kind of crappy. I don't know what has gotten into him, but I don't like it and want it gone. It was not what I needed on my first week at a new job, and definitely not something I needed while I was trying to make sure…
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New Job

New Job

Misc, Blog
As I sit here and write this... I don't know how I feel. I just quit my job at T-Tech, a job which I have held for several years. I mean several too, not just one or two. I have been working there for over four and a half year straight, no breaks or time off really. It was... I dunno how I feel about it. Scared, confused, nervous... A lot of bad emotion is flowing through me on this one. I had job security there, but I also had an inordinate amount of stress. This was not to say other aspects of my life don't have that on a daily basis, but my job was an immense source of it. Couple that with no advancement, shit pay, shitty co-workers,…
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Pushing Forward

Pushing Forward

Misc, Blog
So... Since I last wrote in here, the heat wave which made things too humid and miserable to even consider working has abated somewhat, and the job stress I was talking about? I got 2 offers in less than 24 hours. I would call that a huge success, but I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch. I still have interviews, to see if I even like the work environments, and a whole slew of other things to consider. I am still not out of the woods with the whole moving thing either, as... Well, I won't get into that either, but suffice it to say things are going to be interesting around here for a couple months. I am not looking forward to that amount of stress,…
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Marked Changes

Marked Changes

Misc, Blog
I sit here, I look at the screen, and I just... I feel as though it is somewhat foriegn to me to be typing as I am. It is so damn muggy that my fingers are slipping off the keys here and there. I feel my brain racing, reminding me of all that I have to do and that has yet to be done, and it... I know why I haven't gotten much writing done this year. It pains me to no end, and every single day I go without putting my figners to the keys I feel is another day what I once called a talent is slipping away from me. I don't know what I am going to do about it, and I feel as though I am…
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Let’s Try This Again

Let’s Try This Again

Misc, Blog
As the title says, I'm here trying this again. It has been a while since I wrote in this... Not as long as my last gap, which is saying something, but it is still a lot longer than I would like. I will do my best to be brief, since as I am writing this my wrist is telling me to stop what I am doing and put the brace back on... But, I need to get my thoughts out again, so here I am. I can talk to my mate, and my friends, and that is why I have been writing in this thing a lot less. Life has been looking up for me, and in several ways. Res and I have been happy pretty much consistently since he…
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