Category: Misc

This week... Oh man this week. I worked almost 15 hours yesterday, and as I sit here writing this now, I am nearing 13 hours today. I was here so long yesterday that I literally had the first shift guys come in again after they had left to see me working there. It was no one that I work with, but it was people that I see regardless... And that messed with me a lot. It made me think a lot, and it made me start to debate whether or not this job is worth it. Sure it's secure and stable and will always have work and overtime... But with Ratchet now making more than me (A fact which he rubbed in a bit rudely... But I am more jealous…

I am tired beyond words right now as I sit and type this thing out. I have no way of saying just how sleep-deprived I am, other than to say that I have a migraine simply because of the lack of sleep that I have been getting. I know that few can sympathize and many more will just think that I am exaggerating, but... I don't know how to say it better. I have been working every day for almost a week and a half, and most of those days have been working for nearly 14 hours straight. I know at my job that isn't all work, but it is being on my feet, being productive in some form or another, and just... It's exhausting. I don't know how much…

So here I am, finally getting 2014 started in the blogosphere. The past month has been utterly insane, and has seen me doing everything from getting a new apartment, to putting a cap onto a relationship that I question was ever even there, to getting new fursuits, to establishing some real friends... It has been a real roller coaster of emotions, and I don't even know where to start to say whether or not I made it out of everything alright. I have been in a better mood and a better headspace, so I would say that that has been a good thing, but I don't know well and truly if I am better off for all that has happened. I am surely not 100 percent financially stable right now,…

Not going to spend a lot of time on this post, as it is well after 3 AM right now and I am utterly exhausted from what has been a productive, long weekend. I have gotten a whole hell of a lot done, have made sure that everything that I need to start getting myself back on track is set, and just... Yeah, I am trying to take charge of things again. I fell off the wagon in a lot of ways over the past year, and a whole lot of my relationships have suffered because of it. I am not going to say that I am doing a good thing or the right thing by taking control of my life again, but I will say that I am at…